i've been wanting to do this for a while now, and now i feel like it's time. my purpose with opening about my depression is to connect with those who also feel or have felt worthless, and to show them that there IS the possibility of life becoming better, and hopefully one day, everything you've ever wanted it to be.
describing my whole depression experience would've taken hours to explain. some things you should know that i didn't mention is that i wrote letters to my "future" self every week so i could look back one day and understand how much pain i was really in. i still have all those letters, but i prefer to keep those private for now.
i ended up balding around my forehead because i wasn't eating properly, fortunately that hair has grown back but that became a major insecurity of mine during that time. i should note i never developed an eating disorder, but i did lose my appetite.
depression is real. anyone who says it's "all in your head" or to just
"think positive" do not understand, and most likely will never understand unless they've experienced it themselves.
fighting for your happiness is so important. you are worth it. find what makes you passionate to wake up every morning, and consume yourself in it.
suicide hotline: usa 1-800-273-8255
my favorite motivational speakers:
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depression sucks. but you don't suck. you are loved. i love you.